Assalamualaikum semua.


Its been a while since my last post. Ever since the pandemic begun, I as a trauma nurse has been busy dealing with the situation we are all facing. Whats more, I am a frontliner. Though working at a private sector isnt much of a pressure compared to government, we still face patient that are high risk of COVID19. Other then that, lies about their whereabouts and travel history is just way too common in my hospital.

Malaysia is said to be one of the top countries that has an increasing number of discharged patient but yet, the increasing number of active case is still on going and scary.

Stay safe people and stay home🌹

I kindda like want to have a little slot about me.. So I open a post with a title "know me better" .

I'm a girl like daa.. LOL. But I myslef like to have boys around. Doesnt mean I'm a playgirl but guys are much better then having a girl friend. I'm the type who really cant stand all the "gedik-ness" in girl. I can't stand girls being picky, fussy, intolerant and most probably gossiping.
But I do have one of those criteria, thats why no girl. I'm a eater. I dont eat anything but I do love to try weird food or food that has been spoken by many. I do things clumsily but at time I can be pessionate and perfect.

World and life for me has lots of ups and down and I dont have any way to calm myself. I always do something crazy to seek attention or just do crazy things and blarghhh.. I'm in trouble. I can even hurt myself in a way that "damn! That hurts.. I should stop" . Yeaa.. Crazy me.

Relationship. Hurm... I can say that I'm loyal. Once I'm with him, no matter how much we fight.. I never wish for a break up and yea.. I love communication and trust in my relationship. It does work you know... Girls do make assumptions so yea.. Communication is compulsory indeed.
The break up will only happen when I finds out he's married or got engaged or officially in a relationship with other girl. No way I'll be sharing.

Family.. Man. This is easy. Family is above all everybody. ABOVE ALL.
They are number one to me. No other words to describe.

Anything to ask? Can drop below comments or DM me.

After a long time, I havent experience any horror scene when i sleep and this time it happens again. It was last night when I was a bout to go to sleep.

As I close my eyes, something just sat on me and rub against my neck to the back. It was disturbing that I had to get up and grab my phone. I switch on any surahs and hoping I would fell asleep. Well, usually it does work but not this time.

Those "unknowns" kept on disturbing me as if they dont want me to ever fall asleep. But i had to.. I listen to the surah and focus on it. Eventually i fell asleep. That was like almost 2 hours to get myself to sleep and get rid of those things.

 These happen lots of times when I was in my high school and during college time but didnt expect them to happen again this time. The "unknowns" are always a mystery.

Day 1- I had my very first shake with oat. Supposely i should add in an inch of banana but i've got no banana at home. So yea.. shake and oat together2.

My shake have this cookies and cream flavour. Its soooo delicious.
Plus i should be jogging this morning but i slept late last night. So I think i need a nap better than having a jog. Hahaha..

Assalam 'alaik. Its been a while since i updated my blog. I'm a working women so I kinnda have a busy life until today, I started to think of starting blogging again since i wanted to tell the world how i change myself from today onwards.

Since I wad a kid, my weight has always been a problem. I weight about 40 to 50kg when i was in standard 2 or 3. I moved to Jeddah and lived there for about 8 years and thats when my weight started to go down bit by bit.. i weight about 55kg when i was 20years old and begin my univeristy life in Malaysia.

My weight started to increase and I weight about 65kg when i was 24 years old. And now that i'm 26 years old, my weight is about 72.7kg! That is massive.

I dont feel good with my own self. I dont always get healthy. I normally cough every month and get sick at least once a month.

Thats when I started to think I need to change. So I found this club.. coaching club that could help me loose weight in a sense that i need to start with a healthy meal plan and a bit of exercise. I wasnt so sure about the club in the beginning since they usually promote product more than having to advice a healthy life style.

But this is different. They are really strict with me. I need to report all kind of food i consume everyday. And i have to follow the meal plan given. They even said, "if your weight dont reduce or it stays the same within 2 -3 weeks. That mean you lied to me. You must have eaten something you're not suppose to. So dont lie. The weighing machine dont lie!". And i was like 'gulp!'. 😂😂

So yeah.. i will be starting my proper diet tomorrow. And will be recording everything here.

Height: 153
Weight: 72.7kg
Age: 26

"Nothing is impossible until you prove that it is possible"

Today I was a assign as Triage nurse. Whats that??!!
Triage nurse is someone who stays in front of emergency as a front liner to first examined patient and classified them into their priority. less urgent and most urgent.. thts a triage, ^_^

so Today a patient came.. well, looking innocent and humble... its a girl.. in her 20s. she came in complaining of what her problem is in english and trust me, her english is so england.. maybe? I mean to say.. she speak english well and doesnt sound malay at all.. So normally, I'll talk to patient to ease their anxiety.. having a chit chat while examined the patient.

so here it goes,
me: where are you from sweetie?
her: I'm just from kelantan.. I'm Malay
me: lahhhh.. awat x habaq.. kemain ckp english.. x reti BM ka?

LOL.. and she laughed...
so here's the problem most of our people face.. tak kesah la ko belajar luar negara ke.. your parents came from that of high class people ke.... but the fact that you are Malay and dont speak malay made me sad seriously. I used to live oversea and studied there from 3rd grade until high school and Ive seen how malay people over there speak.... Macam lupa daratan... macam depa lupa bahasa ibunda.. semua pakat speaking... even the parents talk with them in english. Come on... you can teach your children in a way that they dont need to totally buang bahasa ibunda.. so sad!!

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